Random thoughts from deep in the mind

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Keith6601 » Tue Jul 20, 2021 8:06 pm

ICEMAN KING PATSON wrote:
Sun Jul 18, 2021 12:29 pm
Can anyone make this a gif?
gifs.com is probably the easiest but you'll get the watermark unless someone has an account.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Roxxxas » Fri Jul 23, 2021 11:24 am

New experience today: a small wart on the palm of my hand got freeze sprayed

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Azmodeous » Sun Jul 25, 2021 7:06 pm

Calling Eddie Guerrero a B+ player is certainly a take. A very WRONG take, but a take indeed.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Puns » Wed Aug 04, 2021 8:11 pm

I just found out that one of my childhood best friends died back in June. It happened when I was in Denver and I don’t do social media so I just never heard.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Amazing_Jos » Wed Aug 04, 2021 11:11 pm

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Azmodeous » Thu Aug 05, 2021 6:58 am

This one hurts: RIP Bobby Eaton.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Puns » Thu Aug 05, 2021 4:01 pm

Azmodeous wrote:
Thu Aug 05, 2021 6:58 am
This one hurts: RIP Bobby Eaton.
His wife just died recently too. Guess he went to be with her. RIP to one of the greatest to ever do it. Poor Corny, Lane and Condrey losing a brother.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Keith6601 » Sun Aug 08, 2021 7:49 pm

The Jim Cornette podcast remembering Bobby Eaton might be the saddest thing I've ever heard. You can tell from the first words he was already crying and then he starts again only 20 seconds in.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Puns » Tue Aug 10, 2021 10:36 am

Keith6601 wrote:
Sun Aug 08, 2021 7:49 pm
The Jim Cornette podcast remembering Bobby Eaton might be the saddest thing I've ever heard. You can tell from the first words he was already crying and then he starts again only 20 seconds in.
Yeah, real tough listen from the start. Hearing Corny say “Bobby passed away” had me in tears. I love the Midnight Express so much.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Azmodeous » Thu Aug 26, 2021 8:18 pm

I love seeing messages that say "your son has wrecked the house, have fun cleaning it up." When I've been at work for 11hours and said messenger has been home with him all day.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Roxxxas » Fri Aug 27, 2021 1:39 am

Azmodeous wrote:
Thu Aug 26, 2021 8:18 pm
I love seeing messages that say "your son has wrecked the house, have fun cleaning it up." When I've been at work for 11hours and said messenger has been home with him all day.
Yep.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Keith6601 » Sat Aug 28, 2021 10:17 pm

Roxxxas wrote:
Fri Aug 27, 2021 1:39 am
Azmodeous wrote:
Thu Aug 26, 2021 8:18 pm
I love seeing messages that say "your son has wrecked the house, have fun cleaning it up." When I've been at work for 11hours and said messenger has been home with him all day.
Yep.
I hate shit like that. Like I haven't even left work yet and get texts, "plans for dinner?" uhhh you been feckin home!!!

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by -mp- » Thu Sep 02, 2021 12:34 pm

Really really hoping for the best with Daffney but also starting to expect the worst

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Azmodeous » Thu Sep 02, 2021 2:13 pm

-mp- wrote:
Thu Sep 02, 2021 12:34 pm
Really really hoping for the best with Daffney but also starting to expect the worst
Sadly, it was just announced that she has passed away. Please reach out, even if you feel all alone, there is someone who cares. This is heartbreaking.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by -mp- » Thu Sep 02, 2021 2:51 pm

Just a tragedy. I’m completely at a loss right now.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by ICEMAN KING PATSON » Fri Sep 03, 2021 11:52 am

it really sucks.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Puns » Fri Sep 03, 2021 6:31 pm

So my father has skin cancer. He never wore sunblock once in his life. I remember being a kid and my mom saying “put on some sunblock if you’re gonna be outside all day.” He said sunblock “was for faggots.” Now he’s got skin cancer. What a stupid, stupid fucking man.

I don’t have the best relationship with my parents. They’re not good parents. They’re not good people, despite the way they view themselves. They’re both “Christians” but do nothing ever to show anyone that they are following the teachings of Jesus Christ. The thing for them is that they believe. Because they say something I real, it is. And because they refuse to acknowledge anything outside their Republican Christianity bubble they have, in effect, lived inside of an echo chamber bouncing identical ignorant ideas and beliefs off one another for the last 37 years. They’re both racists. They’re both homophobic. Xenophobic. Anti-education. Anti-science. They are poster children for the term “ignorance is bliss.”

I’m having a hard time reconciling how I feel. I’m mad for the lifetime of severe abuse that has crippled me as an adult. I’ve suffered my whole life because of these two fucking idiots. I have post traumatic stress disorder. Every time I wake up I am afraid because my dad attacked me multiple times when I was asleep for whatever I did as a child to piss him off. I’m afraid when I wake up and I will try to defend myself whenever someone wakes me up because of the god damn trauma of being a child who is attacked by the monster of a father I had. I am extremely depressed and anxious. That’s just how I am because of all the abuse. I can’t see the good in stuff, mostly myself, because of all the horrible things said and done to me as an innocent child. I might have been a mouthy little bastard as a kid, but no kid deserves to ever be absolutely and completely brutalized by their parents. I’m pissed as fuck that I’ve lived with all the pain and the horror and the ramifications of the years of abuse while my parents don’t think about it at all. They’re the kind of people who ignore their problems completely. Don’t think about it and it’ll go away.

But the fucking guy is my only father. And it’s cancer. Hate him or not, he’s the only dad I’ve got.

I prayed to God all my childhood and teenage years for my dad to die in a car wreck, die of cancer, get murdered. Something. God never did anything to protect me from the evils of the parents I was born to. But when he actually gets fucking cancer I feel bad for him. I’m a bunch of feelings all at once and al the hate is something I’m trying to get past. It’s hard to feel bad for someone that you see as the worst enemy in your entire life. You’d think I’d be happy that my arch nemesis is suffering. But I’m not. I feel bad for my mom and for my niece who lives with my parents. And I feel bad for my dad. But that doesn’t change the past and how seriously terrifying and horrible my life was growing up. I hate them for what they did to me, what they’ve done to me. But I feel bad for him.

Am I a horrible human being for feeling the way I do?

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Monday Night Rollins » Sat Sep 04, 2021 7:03 pm

How do I change my name on this here website?

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by Keith6601 » Sat Sep 04, 2021 8:40 pm

Monday Night Rollins wrote:
Sat Sep 04, 2021 7:03 pm
How do I change my name on this here website?
Over on the right on the top of the page is your pms and username. Click the name and then profile and you can change it.

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Re: Random thoughts from deep in the mind

Post by ICEMAN KING PATSON » Sun Sep 05, 2021 2:59 am

you are most definitely not a terrible person for feeling that way. Puns

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